She allowed me to, hoping that maybe honesty will make me forgive her. She was begging him kinkly to fck her while wearing his uniform and said she her mouth will be his cockpit

We are not teenagers anymore so maybe this is too much. I am 31 and she is 30. We were flying yesterday after a 4 days vacation and while I was at the toilet in a coffee shop within the airport she was left a note by a pilot. She smiled at him.

I am not controlling and insecure (or so I hope). I asked out of curiosity. And she told me it was her subway ticket that has fallen under the table. He picked it up for her. She indeed had her ticket on the table so I didn’t really think too much about it. But her cheeks were a bit flushed.

And this morning I found the real note he left for her. It has fallen out her pockets. I was doing the laundry. It was crumbled and it was written by hand Drive you like a hammer on a bed of nails. Plus a wink emoji

I googled that and it was a reference to Alice Cooper song.

I still haven’t decided what to do. I will try to talk with her before ending this 6 years old relationship. Sorry for the misleading title. I did not tell her anything yet. I wait for her to wake up and understand what happened.

UPDATE: She admitted. They know each other I did ask to see her phone. As controlling as it is. She had chats with him. It wasn’t anything sexual though. So she keeps denying and blaming me for her lying. That I am controlling. She flies often due to her job so this is how they mey. I believe his move was a power move actually, he wanted me to see him. He is better looking than me, fitter than me. Eh, time to be depressed and move on I guess. Although she is now begging me to don’t. That she only wants me